Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Day 8 - The Wall

I thought that I had this ED under control. Thought I had by passed the "rough" bit. I was so wrong. I have hit the don't-give-a-fuck wall today. 

I'm cranky, tired, hungry and craving. I feel like mother bitch is settling in. 

I ate GP's granola with almond milk this morning for breakfast, had a smoothie for lunch, and hit my serious wall at supper time. I am just tired of having to think outside the box, tired of trying to make everything fit under the ED guidelines. Tired of being back to work , tired of having to exercise...blah blah blah...whine whine whine. I know. I'm even tired of hearing myself complain. 

For supper, I nearly didn't eat anything, just didn't care. At last minute, I pulled up the socks, shut the hell up and made some Applesauce Pancakes. I have no pics, but recipe as follows:

  •   1/2 cup gf flour
  •   1/2 tsp baking powder
  •   1/4 tsp vanilla
  • 1 tsp melted coconut oil
  • 1/4 cup almond milk
  • 4 Tbsp applesauce (unsweetened)
  • Cinnamon to taste

Mix in a bowl and cook like regular pancakes. I ate mine with my homemade maple syrup.  

I am doing my measurements in a bit. Will post the on my "Details" page. 

I did not get the Shred done today. Tomorrow is my make up day, and I will hopefully do better. 

  

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