Gnawing on my leg!

So here I am at the end of day 1 of my "eat right, exercise, feel better" mission...and how do I feel???  LIKE HELL!!! I am not really hungry, but my body is telling me I am....I would gladly kill to get my hands on something crunchy, like chips, or sweet, like chocolate! It makes me wonder how much of an addict, I really was.....how much I ate without paying attention. What I ate without paying attention. Is it my body really craving it, or is in all in my head, because I know that I haven't allowed myself the satisfaction of eating the junk......well..mostly. I did steal 6 fries from the hubby...and 2 bites of his burger. But my belly is grumbling, and I want to eat! But it is 10 pm...and I said I wasn't going to eat after supper.....grrrrrrr. If day 1 is this much hell...I am going to be stark raving mad by day 4!  I can see myself stalking some poor, unknowing person, and jumping on them to gnaw on their nummy flesh. RAWR! RED MEAT!! *slobber slobber*

Oh yeah baby...that's classy. It is ridiculous to me to imagine that I am going to have such a hard time with this! I want to do it! But it is so easy to say, "Nah...I don't care anymore" Grrrrr. In my pain of healthy eating today, I have promised myself, that for one evening a week, I will allow myself to have a normal, eat what I want, kinda meal. Maybe the knowledge of this will help me get through.

I did my exercises today.....thought I was gonna puke, but hey! That's just one more way to lose the weight right?  Ok....Ok....baaaad joke. Give me a break, I'm desperate here! And it's only DAY 1!!!!!! Anyways, I ate well, I did my Shred, I took a walk, and I am exhausted. I did get the lawn mowed, and went on an evening adventure with a friend, had tea with a different friend this morning, sent the kids to school, got them ready and sent to soccer...not in that order of course, but it was just as it came to me...hehehe.  So it was a productive day, the biggest downer being that my 2 yr old, started puking this afternoon, and we thought it was maybe the heat, so brought her in, bathed her, and snuggled...thought she was ok...till the soccer field, where I am told she woofed it twice more, to my husbands delight...lol! Well, at least he didn't wear it all down the front like I did earlier in the day...that's enough to put anyone off eating! With that image in your head...nighty night!